changing

the world around us is changing at a steady pace. there is a slight chill in the wind as it hits my face. leaves are already starting to see their wintery fate. crinkling on the ground. summery days have come and passed. cardigans, hoodies and sweaters come out from hibernation. i've missed you so. few short hours my (real) last first day will be completed. a long 15 weeks up ahead. pushing through to get to the finish line and be handed that one single piece of paper we all desire. Always aware of the world around me. what comes in and what goes out. what stays awhile and what is only here for vacation. some vacations are longer than others. to quote nikki, i thought it was a "lifer". i'm on what seems to be my everlasting quest for love. i'm bored with the ones that only use me as a stepping stone to get to one of my friends. i will not be used in such a way. The ones made my heart pitter patter never really seemed to be worth it in the end. Although there is one male that I think I should be giving a chance to... i just wish i knew a way to contact him...

reflections on the past 3 months...
i worked more than one little peanut in the world of big peanuts should ever work.
i enjoyed the celebration of love
i got teary eyed at the celebration of a life (rip nikki's papa)
i picnic-ed in orient point
i beat the evil monster known as statistics
i made a friend or two


predictions of the next three months...
classes til my heart cant bear it. papers. tests.
working 20 hours a week. (i can handle that)
the desire to make friends. I want one in each class.
meet boys. a natural way.
wedding photographer.
baby shower.
becoming an aunt! <3
holidays
friends/family (cuz i have them both now!)
my best and her best. must spend more time with and around them.
movies. need to watch more. culture myself.
go to yoga with meg.
keep my room clean for an entire semester.