Ever have those days...

where you're just not happy from the moment that you wake up?

Thats how I feel today.

I woke up to the sound of a jackhammer hitting cement outside of my window.

It went on for close to 3 hours. joy.

And then work...

Sitting alone in a room that looks too sterile for 8hrs by yourself...

is just depressing.

I am exhausted and ready to go home.

save me?

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work.

when will i have that job where i am excited to go everyday?
when will i get paid to pretend to be a different person in a different time?

this just isnt cutting it anymore.

Winter Photos

Motivation.

Why is it so hard to motivate myself?

I want so bad to look better

but i find myself lounging around more than running around the block.

i find that i want cookies and icecream than fruits and veggies.

ultimately i want the results without doing the work.

and i feel that way with a lot of things

not just how my body looks.

I was watching some infomercials this morning

and i saw this one for the flex belt and i was 

more than tempted to purchase it.

but it was 200 bucks. 

so instead i sent myself over to amazon.com

and found a game on the wii that might help

since wii fit bores me these days.

so theres a fitness one

and a yoga one.

both will be on my doorstep in a few short days. 

I need to do something 

i need that motivation.

any suggestions?

I think a big problem is that I dont have someone that i have to report back to
that makes me do it. I need the motivation from someone else. I need to be accountable for what i do to someone else. I need my trainer back. I was doing so well with her.
*sigh*

CJ Turns 2!

so I know that last year it didnt work so well

so this year i am going to try something a little different

Project 52!

since i am incapable of doing photos every day 

i'll do photos every week

but i will try the whole every day thing.

who knows what will happen!

crazy fun with light!

Kaylee decorating the cake

CJ playing with bubbles

Kaylee stuck her nose in the cake 

and this is what happened.

That'll do pig. that'll do!