Motivation.

Why is it so hard to motivate myself?

I want so bad to look better

but i find myself lounging around more than running around the block.

i find that i want cookies and icecream than fruits and veggies.

ultimately i want the results without doing the work.

and i feel that way with a lot of things

not just how my body looks.

I was watching some infomercials this morning

and i saw this one for the flex belt and i was 

more than tempted to purchase it.

but it was 200 bucks. 

so instead i sent myself over to amazon.com

and found a game on the wii that might help

since wii fit bores me these days.

so theres a fitness one

and a yoga one.

both will be on my doorstep in a few short days. 

I need to do something 

i need that motivation.

any suggestions?

I think a big problem is that I dont have someone that i have to report back to
that makes me do it. I need the motivation from someone else. I need to be accountable for what i do to someone else. I need my trainer back. I was doing so well with her.
*sigh*